I'm not sure what i'm going through
But I can sense an emotional disconnect
Apathy holding me hostage
I'm not sure what to do
Consumed by narcissism
I'm not really looking past my nose
I'm caught up in the four corners of my dome
I wonder if anyone else knows
I'm in college and I don’t hit the party scene
Not trying to drink sin
I can't party with broads cause they hate too much
These dudes will smile up in your face but they play too much
Seems like everyone is “elevating” but gravity has hit me hard
Friends? I can't really remember what that feels like
Love? Never lasting so to be bothered with that, what I look like?
I remember a time of support
A time I could relate
Now I can't sustain 2 minutes of convo in this foreign state
Is this really my fate?
I’ve been hurt before
And believed I was cold before
But i'm frozen
Unyielding
shocked by deceit, shadiness & defeat
I feel like a captain
Whose sailors jumped ship
I feel nothing but the pain i'm swimming in and this shit is thick
I cannot trust
So I do not speak
I cannot love
So I do not care
What is causing me such despair?
And i'm waiting for a better answer than “life is not fair”
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