Barter.

What’s the difference between a Dick and a Dollar?
For many there is none,
It’s like trying to spell Pussy without the Power
One is on the other’s mind at every given hour
His every move based on the contours of her curves
And she dreams about how nice those shoes will compliment her new purse
Giving out Designer Loving for Cheap Perks
And after a while she develops a thing for these jerks
Who would have thought carbon elements could void the pain
Who would have thought, her dedication to him would be taken in vain
Both Guilty
The only thing 50-50 in their relationship is the Blame
Shorty’s taught from young how to “play the game”
but although smiling in her face, he’s not really checking for a mate
Exchange the ass for some cash
This is sadly how simple it is for many men to smash
Value your body
And nourish your brain
Demand that he treat you with Respect and show that man the same

La Vita Reale.

Superficiality
Dense Cunts
Clueless Cocks
Generational Fatality
Loss of Morality
I just call it how I’ve seen it
You can’t be mad at me
Blind sighted spirituality
Logic full of Fallacy
Distorted Reality
What relevance is the concept of Normality?
Many things have fallen apart disastrously
Faith in the human condition I’ve lost drastically
Distance from it all I’ve created naturally
But through the pain its serenity I’ve discovered actually
Peace at heart is a process that comes gradually
I sought peace and I found it
Neglecting resentment, practicing humility
Grown from the dirt but look at all these flowers life has given me
I pity those who can’t appreciate the silence
Pray for those who think anything is accomplished through violence
Walk like a Fox when you are Racing a Lion
Keep my emotions to a minimum
At being shrewd, I am the master
They try so hard to pick my brain
but what really are they after?

LoveFLU.

I don’t believe in love
But I believe in society’s obsession
A cycle of Compulsion and rejection
Love it’s kind of like santa clause
No one believes it but what fun is it not to play along with myth
Like Christmas, it’s not our birthdays but we are still willing to accept a gift
It’s kind of like faith
I don’t see it
And I can’t touch it
But there is comfort in its pretense
Love is an entity
And it is all around
But if so why do I always keep one foot on the ground
I believe in euphoric highs brought on by a touch
By a look, by a scent, by a rush
Triggered by unnecessary promise, sweet words & temporary devotion
See I could be thinking of anything else in the world Love
And how I would be willing to embrace your true form despite the wrapping of the gift
It’s you I would sacrifice my heart for
But then again it is you I dismiss
I despise you love
Don’t know why you misguide me love
I can’t see why you and my pride can never get along
Can’t see why the feelings of mistrust are so strong
It is because they have run your name in the dirt
Claiming to be you
And counterfeiting your beauty
They claim that they want me but don’t care when they lose me
So why love?
Why can’t you strip away my pride love?
Why when I encounter your bootleggers do I not call their bluff
It’s because life is rough and the more I know the colder it gets
Each realization leading to a drop in temperature
Condemned in isolation because you keep avoiding me
Why love, cant you take the time to notice me
Why won’t you help me see
Love.
Why love wont you come to me
Even just a grain of you could help alleviate the pain brought by you
Lighting up souls like glistening waters under a moon
Why won’t you love me love, if not now then soon

Break-UP.Break-DOWN

She no longer desires to be held on cold nights
No longer engulfs herself in wars not worth the fight
Spit your game. Talk your shit.
Ima let you speak but i'm not hearing it.
What’s wrong with doing me if without a doubt you will do you
Wasting my energy trying to figure out M.O.’s
This love game is over
You need to go
When i'm done i'm done
When i'm through i'm through
Its taking me an extraordinarily short time to get over you
Maybe because this is the 3rd time and at this point i'm seeing right through you
Maybe you need a friend, someone to trust
Maybe we both never cared & all along we were thriving on lust
I can't see a me in your future
For I have left you in my past
So ima need you to lose my contact
We have null & voided this contract

Drowning in the Self

I'm not sure what i'm going through
But I can sense an emotional disconnect
Apathy holding me hostage
I'm not sure what to do
Consumed by narcissism
I'm not really looking past my nose
I'm caught up in the four corners of my dome
I wonder if anyone else knows
I'm in college and I don’t hit the party scene
Not trying to drink sin
I can't party with broads cause they hate too much
These dudes will smile up in your face but they play too much
Seems like everyone is “elevating” but gravity has hit me hard
Friends? I can't really remember what that feels like
Love? Never lasting so to be bothered with that, what I look like?
I remember a time of support
A time I could relate
Now I can't sustain 2 minutes of convo in this foreign state
Is this really my fate?
I’ve been hurt before
And believed I was cold before
But i'm frozen
Unyielding
shocked by deceit, shadiness & defeat
I feel like a captain
Whose sailors jumped ship
I feel nothing but the pain i'm swimming in and this shit is thick
I cannot trust
So I do not speak
I cannot love
So I do not care
What is causing me such despair?
And i'm waiting for a better answer than “life is not fair”

Who do you love?...Are you for sure.

Love you
Look into your eyes and tell me that you love you
Cause I can’t love you
When you won’t
How can I love you, when you don’t
Easier said than done
Why do we fight so hard to be anything other than who we want to be
I say we because we is easier to swallow than placing the fault on me
See I’ve tried to be me in disregard of what you’ve expected from me
But I realized you won’t be accepting of me
Unless I am the me you want me to be
[pause]
So me huh?
I look me in the eyes but barely
I might give me praise when covered in superficial glamour
But rarely
And I can't stand the fact that I rather make you happy than be me

Born Free

I wanna live life freely
Hold the marriage
Close the carriage
No conventions
Save the picket fences
In reality nobody knows what they really want
So we follow the path they created
Imagine given the chance to make our own, would you take it?
I want to live life freely
Don’t wanna be anyone else but me
Not trying to be tied down by his insecurity
Not concerned with their vanity
Im not sure what’s gotten into me
I wanna live life freely
No convention,
Disconnect the navigation
Moves in my own direction
I want to be free
Released from the insanity of my past
The pressure of my present
The fear of my future
Free of Religions virtue
And humanity’s pension
Cause this life will never pay off
Unless I have enough heart to be boss
She wants to be free
Live free
Laugh free
Remembering the best things in life are free
But the results may carry a price
I will live freely
Never mind convention
All we ever got from it was misdiagnosed depression
Swallowing sin like gargling gin
People too preoccupied with their demons hitting the light
When in fact its only you who’s losing the fight
I wanna live freely
Don’t know what’s stopping me
skip CONVENTION
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